Feeling kinda down. I haven't completed my goal yet (my old foe: depression induced laziness, dunno what else to call it) and we haven't done our taxes yet. I had to cancel my work tonight because chris had a second interview with Woodbine, the place that I wanted him to work so much cause they pay more. He's also been offered a place at queen's park that pays a ridiculously good wage. Isn't that place haunted? lol... Maybe I'm thinking of something else.

Anyway Chris got the job with Woodbine but its not going to be full time until early April, which is when he'll see the pay go up.

I'm going to attempt to get April's health card renewed today. I am so socially anxious about going to those offices but I can't leave it any longer. I wish Chris would just go deal with it nothing like this bothers him. It really bothers me a lot! I hate government type places, or anywhere I need to file for official papers, that's why I liked doing it over the phone or calling in for papers I can mail back --although that intimidates me too, just not as much. I'm slightly phone phobic, sometimes worse than other times, but going in person bothers me even more.

I'm the worst mom... Waiting so long to get this done! I just get really overwhelmed with the stress of even thinking about it.